present pinspiration

cozy yummy breakfast & coffee (because it's my favorite thing)

rustic eclectic lush and light (because this is what i want my house to look like)

peachy pink wellies (because it's been raining! and, because, peachy pink! and wellies!)

super rad pillow (because you can't have enough awesome pillows. and i love beach house) 

cold coastal foresty cliffs (because i want to write stories there)

just today...

Ian is home :)

And i really want to cut my hair short for the wedding.

(but i'm 94% sure i won't)

today...

...i'm thankful it is friday. and a long weekend, at that. there is a lot i need to do and catch up on in the next dew days.

...i realized that the year is 3/4 over. WHAT?

...the house will be finally emptied, and it still hasn't really clicked. never walk barefoot on that grass again? never pick figs from the trees? never sleep in my mom's childhood bedroom...so many things...i can't imagine life without this home...
i'm trying not to think about it too much (haha). i'll probably write more later when i don't have work i should be doing : /

...i'm also really sick of this government. but who isn't? that's boring. who wants to hear about that.

55 years

sorting

packing

disposing

sifting and

watching the sun set on 3 generations of life in this home

hundreds of boxes, thousands of papers, drawings, pictures...

days of dust, tears and memories. 

so much bitter-sweetness.

where is everything going...?