so much to do...that needs to be done...but how or when is a mystery to me.
i try to pray a lot, to be active and wise in my pursuits...but also wait on God's clarity. it always comes if i am truly patient for it.
waiting is hard.
not waiting and doing what is wrong is harder.
and so, i wait. and just do what i need to do today. (which, at this moment, means going to sleep)