...just one of those "I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FEEL" kind of days.
My heart broke...again...(for, what, the 4th time in just the past year or so?) for the lives of so many that were literally blown apart.
Whenever i feel like i've been desensitized by movies & tv, something like this--or Newtown/Sandy Hook, or Aroura, or 9/11--remind me very quickly and painfully that i definitely have not.
In that same hour, one of my oldest and dearest friends sent me a beautiful surprise: a picture of her just born baby girl...nestled on her chest...tiny, black-haired, eyes wide with brand-new sight. I'd known it could be any day now, but it was the last thing i expected at that point! My heart mended just enough... enough to finish the work i needed to do.
Over the weekend a hummingbird built a teeny tiny nest right outside our living room.
|it's about as big as a teaspoon|
|took this picture this morning from the window, she totally|
saw me spying on her.
This world is often a horrendous place...but there is still room for miracles. Like a perfect little human being pulled from the womb of a woman who has struggled through so much of her life, but God has held her, blessed her, kept her. And here she is now, a mother. A mother!
Lives ended, lives begun. Mystery. Grief. Joy.
peace? yes, even peace...